I can’t breathe.
I can’t focus.
I don’t want to move.
I don’t want to do anything.
I don’t remember what smiling feels like.
I don’t remember what happiness feels like.
I don’t remember what it feels like to feel normal.
I’ve been on the same antidepressants for about a year and they just don’t seem to be working. I don’t know what to do anymore. All I want to do is lay down and cry.
I need something or someone to lift me up!!! I’m tired of feeling so damn low.
Take a deep breath. Hold your head high. You got this.
nikgee said:
I came by to visit.I noticed your last post here was in Feb. Are you not writing any more?
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gumibear09 said:
I haven’t written in a long time.
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nikgee said:
It is saddening to hear that. I felt you have something important to say. And an elegant way of presenting it.You lose the blessing of giving us your words and we lose not receiving your words. Don’t get me wrong I am not trying to be condemning or make you feel bad. I want you to know you are missed. And if it is any consolation I been battling with my writing. It is not that I don’t have a passion to write. But I have been allowing my thoughts distract me. Not worthy to write and no one wants to hear it. And the less I write the more depressed I get. I have started to turn around and get some writing out. The more I write the better I feel. The freer I am to be me. I WISH YOU well.
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gumibear09 said:
Well thank you so much. I will come back here in a few days and update the world on my goings-on
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